Apr 30, 2021

im so tired of living, my state of mind gets worse and all i do is push everyone away until i have no one. i dont even have enough people in my life who care to count on one finger. im so exhausted i just want to go to sleep forever

Apr 30, 2021

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

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