I fuck up everything i do
i failed as a student, i failed as a friend, i failed as a child, i failed as a person. no matter what i do, i always fail fail fail
I'm a failure.. and sadly that's all I'll ever be...
Dude, you know I’m doing bad when I escape to tumblr.
im so tired of living, my state of mind gets worse and all i do is push everyone away until i have no one. i dont even have enough people in my life who care to count on one finger. im so exhausted i just want to go to sleep forever
i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.







